Back in hall again. definitely not what i look forward to. i spent less than two full days at home this week. its sunday night and i'm back in hostel alr. and the reason? cos i dont wanna take public transport carrying so many things. lol. and i dont feel like riding to school too. i think im spoiling the bike lor. never even use much thats why i always have difficulty starting the engine everytime -_- so paiseh. that day i kept trying to kick-start the bike and the engine just refused to ignite, making me look like a thief who's trying to steal someone bike but cant seem to start the engine. and the banglas were staring (and laughing i bet) at me too. haha zz. now i just leave my bike at home and let my dad use it. which means now i cant afford to leave the hostel later for class alr. haha. usually when im gonna be late, i just ride my bike and chiong to class. oh well. i dont have time to maintain it anyway. so i decided to leave it with my dad. lol. and paiseh to those who wanted me to pillion them around ntu. cant pillion you guys anymore! unless i can find a time to ride to school. lol. anyway, i dont know why but i just feel that the time that i spent at home passes faster everytime. i wish i could stay there longer. i prefer my bed and pillow at home. i prefer to use my desktop at home. i prefer to bathe at home. and i MISS THE DAMN TV!! im like a frog in a well here lor. dont even know what tv programmes are showing now and im like so detached from the outside world. haha. why am i like saying all the bad stuff about hostel. lol. hostel is good in another way also lah. at least i dont have to squeeze on the bus early in the morning. BUT, the shuttle bus services in ntu are not very efficient either. especially bus C. it's always takes so long to come and it's always crowded. im always scared that i'll be late for lessons if i need to get to the south spine early in the morning. sometimes i would really prefer to walk there if i can. i ever walked once. from south spine back to hostel. its like the reduced version of pasir ris to boon lay. HAHA. nothing better to do..

okay i'm feeling abit sleepy already. still got lots of tutorial undone. i take damn long to complete one tutorial everytime. its so damn difficult and not straightforward at all!! especially business law. financial management is second to it. irritating calculations. lol. i kind of miss science now, especially chemistry. the other day when my brother asked me a question on mole concept, i could answer him straightaway confidently. and i cant believe i can still remember the atomic number and mass number of the first 20 elements. it's all because of my sec 1 chem teacher (which i forgot who she was already) who told us to memorise them. now it's like stuck in my brain alr. lol. not that i wanna boast but i really miss doing science. sometimes i would ask myself if i had really made the right choice of course. i would have put chemical engineering as my first choice unhesitantly if i had not heard rumours that straight As and a good cca record are needed to get in. when i heard that someone who didnt do very well actually got into that course, i really wished i could turn back time and remake my choice again. but all's too late now anyway. i should stop day-dreaming and prepare to face all the upcoming presentations. arghhh. i already had a bad experience from OP in project work last time and now i have to go through the process all over again. zz. and its not like i know my group members very well yet. i cant even remember some of their faces properly. luckily there's this guy who is in the same group as me for everything. cos he has the same timetable as me and we happen to be early for the first lesson of the classes and hence we sat together and so we formed groups together. haha. hopefully the rest of my groupmates are nice + friendly too.

okay its getting late. uhhh actually its not supposed to be 'late' in hostel now. i can still hear people talking loudly and laughing outside. im rather anti-social when it comes to late night gatherings. lol. i miss sleeping at 10! it feels good to sleep early you know. HAHA. fish leong's qing ge is playing on my music player now and it's making me emo. nice song really :) i love her songs man. i cant think of any songs of hers which i dont like. haha okay damn random. ahhhh shall go sleep soon. after playing mafia wars. HAHA. yet another week of school again. hope it can pass as quickly and as smoothly as how it did for the previous two weeks. wish me good luck! haha.